25

1. I’m singingwatching RENT
2. I can’t help but wonder if you would hate me forever if I went back to blogger
3. I didn’t get the job
4. I should take Basil out for another pee, he’s looking at me and then the front door. Shakes.
5. I believe you can love in many different ways. And over time.
6. I have that knot in my throat but in the back of my head because I’m freaking out on the inside about career/finances future
7. I have been lost in blogland and it feels good
8. I aspire to be more, I aspire to not be let down, to not get down on oneself
9. I should make the most of being here. I should make lists. Lists of things we should do together while we’re here.
10. I want to have a baby, I’m not going to lie.
11. My grandma and I are like twins. We both made apple pie last night.
12. Skype is a fantastic invention
13. I want to find whales but I’m scared and morally confused
14. I wish I had the motivation to finish blogging about my trip across Canada and settling here in the GVA but I can honestly say I don’t at the moment.
15. I want to start and maintain a million traditions
16. I want to continue to explore my skills. When I was young, I never thought I had any.
17. I mentioned to Matt on our journey here that I wanted to learn to play the violin. He’ll be sorry if this happens. Poor grad student.
18. One day I’ll prove you all wrong. All you nay sayers. Every single bureaucratic annoyance and non-believers.
19. Anything, ANYTHING is possible
20. Movies and books are the best escape known to me so far
21. I have no regrets
22. I have confidence in sunshine
23. Being ourselves is the best thing we could ever do. for ourselves.
24. you and people like you mean the world to me

today I am 25. for the first time.